"I'm tired of justifying....the fight for you is all I've every known..."

There is this band.

This one band that I happen to really like

But one that I am always hesitant to listen to

You see they remind me of you

And I'm afraid you'll sneak back in

That through the lyrics and melodies 

I'll let my guard down by accident 

and you will flood in and take over again

Your name flows through their words, each note

And I can't let you back in

I can't survive it.

So every time I hear their familiar songs on I close my eyes and prepare for you

I fight back memories 

I try to focus solely on the music

and sometimes I am not up to the fight

and I simply sigh and change the song

Today though, today I don't mind the battle.