Again

I won't be the circus for you to star in
I won't leave you roses to watch them die
You won't be the heartache that keeps me sleepless
You won't be the songs that I, I could never write

I don't want to stay, I don't want to fall
I don't want to have to see you leave me
I don't want to take, I don't want to lose it all
Maybe I'm a fake, maybe you're a lie
Maybe our last chance died with last night
Cause, I don't want to stay, I don't want to fall in love with you again
Ohhh with you again

I won't be the fortress for you to hide in
I won't be the first one you think to call
You won't be the regrets that I can't live with
And we won't be the last ones to never have to lose it all

I don't want to stay, I don't want to fall
I don't want to have to see you leave me
I don't want to take, I don't want to lose it all
Maybe I'm a fake, maybe you're a lie
Maybe our last chance died with last night
Cause, I don't want to stay, I don't want to fall in love

When we're scared and lonely
We will tell ourselves we're only
Just a word from what we needed
But we know that this ain't right

I don't want to stay, I don't want to fall
I don't want to have to see you leave me
I don't want to take, I don't want to lose it all
Maybe I'm a fake, maybe you're a lie
Maybe our last chance died with last night
Cause, I don't want to stay, I don't want to fall in love

I can't stay
I can't stay
I can't stay
I can't stay
I can't fall for you again
Oh for you again
-Need To Breathe "Again"

Gavin

Over Fall Break I took my mom to see Gavin DeGraw for her birthday. It was really really fun. We were super close, second row. I even got to touch Gavin's hand (i felt ridiculous, but it was still kinda cool) and I got to meet Need To Breathe (the opening act) and they were really cool. Anyway here are some pictures from the night.

Continued

Day Two:
280 pages read
obsession level: 8
approval 100%
buying the next book



wow....

My Twilight Journey

Day 1
218 pages read
Obsession level: 5
Approval: 90% (i just thought I couldn't give it 100% just yet...don't know why...)



What did I get myself into?

When My Words Fail

Sometimes when I have nothing else or don't know what to say Scripture is all there is...

Psalm 51

Have mercy on me, O God,
according to your unfailing love;
according to your great compassion
blot out my transgressions.
Wash away all my iniquity
and cleanse me from my sin.

For I know my transgressions,
and my sin is always before me.
Against you, you only, have I sinned
and done what is evil if your sight,
so that you are proved right when you
speak
and justified when you judge.
Surely I was sinful at birth,
sinful from the time my mother
conceived me.
Surely you desire the truth in the inner
parts;
you teach me wisdom in the
inmost place.

Cleanse me with hyssop and I will be
clean;
wash me, and I will be whiter than
snow.
Let me hear joy and gladness;
let the bones you have crushed
rejoice.
Hide your face from my sins
and blot out all my iniquity.

Create in me a pure heart, O God,
and renew a steadfast spirit within
me
Do not cast me from your presence
or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore me to the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit, to
sustain me.

Then I will teach transgressors your
ways,
and sinners will turn back to you.
Save me from my bloodguilt, O God,
the God who saves me,
and my tounge will sing of your
righteousness.
O Lord, open my lips,
and my mouth will declare your
praise.
You do not delight in sacrifice, or I
would bring it.
You do not take pleasure in burnt
offerings.
The sacrifices of God are a broken
spirit;
a broken and contrite heart,
O God, you will not despise.

In your good pleasure make Zion
prosper;
build up the walls of Jerusalem.
then there will be righteous sacrafices,
whole burnt offerings to delight you;
then bulls will be offered on your
altar.

Weak

So today I gave in..I tried to fight it...to find a way around it....but it beat me


I bought Twilight

My Funny Roommate

So yesterday my status on Facebook was "Keisha wants something else" apparently that was an interesting status because I got like 6 wall posts about it asking me what it is I want. So I wrote my roommate back and told her a list of things I wanted. This morning when I got back from my shower I found this posted on my closet door........I have a funny roommate.

I found this on PostSecret

I feel the same way

And I love it

If it's a broken part replace it
It it's a broken arm then brace it
It it's a broken heart than face it