addictions and confessions

i have come to the sad conclusion that i am addicted to solitaire..and The OC...and movies in the middle of the day

suns peeking out

Ok, to all of you that gave me all the wonderful advice, thank you!!! It seriously all helped and it helped just to remember all the people that really care about me. Things are looking up. Not perfect yet but tons better. God is funny, and wonderful. The day after i wrote that last post, my friends reached out to me, without knowning what i was going through. And i had two really great days! I have also began to dig into my bible again and that helps too. So in other words, life is good, and i just thought i would let you all know!! I am soooo excited about heading back to school, it is going to be an AMAZING year..i can already tell.

grey sky

Man, when did i get like this. It seems im never really happy, i mean i have fun but at the end of the day, im not happy. And the worst part is, i have no idea why. Maybe because im just bored right now..or i miss the excitement of being in California, but i wish this feeling would go away. I want to be happy again. I used to find joy in the little things. These days joy is a mystery to me. I know this isn't a happy post but there is really nothing else going on in my life to write about, no funny thoughts, or interesting stories. Just me, looking, searching desperate to find ture happiness. Any suggestions on where i could get that??

Notting Hill

I absolutely adore Hugh Grant, and the the press conference scene at the end always makes me cry...