I am laying in my bed in my new townhouse at school. Glad to be back with old friends. Really missing my new ones and the city I left a piece of me in. I think the hardest thing about this stage in life is not being able to really settle down anywhere, to plug in. As soon as I get comfortable somewhere I have to leave. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't change all the places I have left to go to in a million years. But I am looking forward to being able to stay somewhere. To call somewhere home. I don't know where to call that now. I feel like home is all over the country, and yes it may always kind of feel that way I want to be able to dive deep into friendships, my church, the city. I hate the feeling that though I will never forget the places I have been that I am quickly forgotten there. I just feel torn, its constant. I'm happy here. I love my friends and this stage in my life. i do. I know I'll miss it when its gone.
Can you love something you don't know yet?
Cause I think I'm in love with the next chapter
2 comments:
Beautiful. Your life has had so many amazing chapters already -- and there are so many, many more to come! LOTS of change. LOTS of rich relationships. LOTS of love to receive. LOTS of serving and giving love. Just be sure you are not looking so forward to the next chapter that you miss the joy of the one you're in :)
Being happy and content in THIS moment is something that I always struggle with, but I think it is where the Lord wants us. We know there are great things around the corner, but here is where HE has me, so I must dig deep NOW... not later. It's hard, I know, I'm still not quite sure how to do it all the time.
LoVe YoU!!! See you very soon!!! :)
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