Good day gone bad

So this morning I thought today was going to be a really good day. Well it has decided to go down hill fast!!!!!!!!
Lunch sucked..good company, bad food. And then i stopped Adam to ask him about our plans to go to Dallas and he informed me that now he might not be going...which means i probably would not end up going. This whole weekend in Dallas has turned into more of a burden than something to look forward too. I just want it to be over with. Sean has not made any attempt to help me out in planning it, or putting any effort in it at all. I dunno why i thought things would be the same with all of us still.. It's not..and it makes me really sad. I miss that friendship, it was one of my favorites..now its just stressful. So now im just upset and worrying about that cause I really really really wanna see the concert but not the way things are going now. And I am the one who got roped into paying for the tickets so i also have to worry about who is going to pay me back. I hate this!!

I also have soooo much to do. All of it dumb. Im just not in the mood to write about a stupid soccer game or go be friendly to people. I know thats horrible but i just want to crawl into my bed and sleep till this whole thing goes away. It may not seem like a big deal but it really is to me. I am just sick of being let down by people. I feel like i am the only reliable, loyal one.

Can we just fast forward to monday please...so i can just be home!

From The Inside Out

by Hillsong United

album: United We Stand (2006)

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

Dear Hugh Grant

Dear Hugh,
I love you. You are my boyfriend. Though i know you don't know i exist, i have a feeling this relationship is going to be great. Your movies fill my day with joy. I love you accent, humor and face.

Your secret long lost lover,
Keisha

College Day one

Today was a day of firsts..

First class
First of many Golden Peak lemon iced tea
First meal in the caf..blah
First bike ride
First of a thousand trips to Wal-mart
First time in the Science building
First time to see Adam
First homework assignment
First Walker meeting
First hall meeting
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My first day of my Sophomore year!!

Today was sooo good! An amazing first day...I am just so excited about everything this year holds. I am so blessed to have friends like Grace, Gabi, Hannah, Jenna, Kristin, Lisa Aaron, Adam and Josh and I know that list is going to grow this year.

This semester also holds a lot of writing classes for me. And i know it is going to be soo good for me. It will make my writing skills grow so much and i have really learned the importance of being a good writer so even though its going to be tough its going to be so beneficial!

I am also so blessed to be in Walker. It really fits me a lot better than Mayfield. God had his hand in this and I am just so excited about whats ahead. I also LOVE LOVE LOVE my RA she is so amazing!! She is a lot like me lol..i think we will get along wonderfully!

So thats all i can think of right now...but i know there will be more tomorrow!!

I hereby swear...

i wish i had a new blog everyday......but every time i sit down to write one, i either get interrupted, distracted or its really late and im just too tired...lame i know...i also don't feel like many people read it..which doesn't really give me an excuse cause im not doing it so i can feel a lot of people read my blog..it just makes it a little more fun..so from here on out i am going to try to blog much much more often..also it will help when i actually get a life again instead of my days consisting of The O.C. and lying around the house getting fat and more and more out of shape..its time for a scene change....hopefully college will bring all kinds of inspiration!

Meteor-bites

So last night we went outside and watched the meteor shower till 11. It was really amazing, and the first time i had seen one. Stupid me I didn't wear bug spray. I got 46 mosquito bites. 30 more bites than meteors. Lame...so pretty much I'm miserable..anyone have any crazy anticdotes?

BABY!!!!!

IM GOING TO HAVE A NIECE!! HOW FREAKING EXICTING