Merry Christmas

Don't get me wrong I love my family to death..and I love being with them soooo sooo much

but..

I miss my friends...Rachel, Adam, Taylor, Heather, Kristin, Lisa, Jenna, Stephanie, Jill, Andrew, Nate, Aaron, Grace...love you guys..miss you lots..Merry Christmas

Foot Loose and Worry Free

My day today and Andrew Brown's latest blog inspired this blog...

I worry about things in my future WAY too much. As soon as there is a possibility of something good happening to me in the future I automatically think of all the reasons and ways it won't happen to me. I sit around and worry about it and think and think of worst case scenarios or think things that aren't really going on, are( don't know if that made total sense). I say I am going to trust God and I totally don't or don't want to wait on his timing. My friend Rachel told me today, "God's timing is SOOOOO much better than our timing, lets just seek his will" that is exactly what I needed to hear today. I can't say that I won't do this ever again. But with these specific things that are going on in my life right now I am definitely going to try to not let them consume my thoughts or control my happiness. I am blessed beyond words in so many ways, I need to focus on those things and let God handle whats ahead.

Movies I wan to see

1. Atonement- now
2. Juno- now
3. P.S. I love you- Dec. 21
4.Sweeney Todd- soon
5. National Treasure Dec 21
6.Lars and the Real Girl
7.27 Dresses- Jan 11
8. Be Kind Rewind Jan 25
9. Fools Gold- Feb 8, 2008
10. Vantage Point- Feb. 15, 2008
11. Semi- Pro-Feb 29, 2008
12. Chronicles of Narnia 2 -May 16, 2008
13. The Dark Knight- July 18, 2008

No Motivation

Right now I should be packing to go home tomorrow, for some reason I am totally unmotivated. I don't why, I am really excited about going home. I just don't want to do anything but sit at my computer and listen to music, or go hang out with my friends. I have SO much to do in my room, like pack, clean my room and then pack my car. That may not sound like a lot but you can't see my room, and you don't know how much I need to pack. So here I am wasting more time writing a blog about how unmotivated I am...Hmmmmm

Just a few pictures

Me, Jenna and Aaron before Candlelight

Roommates at Shogun's

At The Square in Fayetteville



I just wanted to put some pictures up...these are from the candlelight service and the celebration of my birthday...I have good friends...

Tough thoughts

If you were single for the rest of your life, would you be content in just the relationship with God?

Yikes!!! Did I just go there??? Well, I understand that this is a pretty difficult question to swallow, much less answer. I haven't honestly answered it yet. I mean, up front I would say, "Ohhh yeah...Of COURSE I would be...I mean, why wouldn't I..." but then when it settles in a little and I think about it, it is kind of sucky to think about. I don't want to be single for the rest of my life. That just blows!!! We are supposed to have a partner to go through this crazy journey with. Even though Adam had everything he could ever want, it wasn't enough until he had the "suitable partner" (Eve). But I wonder what it looks like to be so in tuned with God that He is enough. I would like to think that we could be so in tuned with God that we feel like we don't need anything or anyone else, until God's like, "Uh...bro/lady...I am everything and everyone you will ever need, but it isn't my best. My best also includes..." BAM!! God throws His BEST for you in front of your path and you are like, "THANK YOU JESUS! HOLY CRAP THIS IS GOOD!"
I would love to personally be in that place where I was so in tuned with God that I feel completely secure in His greatness, His glory, His truth, His promises...and I would love that for you as well.

Just something I have been thinking about a lot lately

Thoughts?

Been Awhile

I know its been awhile since I have blogged but my computer was being dumb and wouldn't let me get on the internet and now its fixed!! WHOOOOOOO!!!!!! So this is going to be a round-up blog(yes that's journalism talk)

I have officially written my LAST article for the Advocate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And as you can see, I am pretty excited about that!!

Tau'mee's wedding was absolutely beautiful and perfect.

I only have one more week of school left, and it's final's week! ah! but It won't be bad, I only have to take one test, so thats really nice!! I CANNOT wait until Christmas break! I am super excited to see my brother, then ALL my family in New Mexico, its just going to be great!! ALSO I will have a niece when I come to school!! Holy Cow I'm excited!!!!

I saw August Rush..LOVE IT!!!!!!! The Dad is the man I want to marry..wow..thats all. When we went to see it, it was a Tuesday night is Siloam Springs so we were the only ones in the theater..fun..

Wednesday night I played in a Three on Three basketball tournament at school and my team got second place!!! Not too shabby for me not playing in really over a year!! It was so much fun and made me realize how much I miss it, it also made me very very sore!!! I can barely walk today.

That's all I can think of that has happened since my last post...So here are some pics of past events!!

S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y Night!!

So tonight was the "Light Up Siloam" Christmas parade!! It was a lot of fun.

The night started off with going to dinner with Jenna and Aaron at La Huerta's(mmmm)
Then we drove to the parade( where it actually wasn't freezing this year!!)
We met up with my favorite people (jill, stephanie, lisa, kristin, and nate) and watched the fun parade. We even got candy!!
Then me and jill and stephanie and lisa went to this Chili Party where there was like 7 different kinds of chili and you had to vote for your favorite one(hey it was free and good!!) there were so many people there is was insane, but fun i really enjoyed it.
We then went to go get some ice cream at Braums and left to hang out in Stephanie's room
Talked for awhile
Watched Cellular
And now I'm going to crash

I would say its been a great Saturday night. And tomorrow I am going to one of my good friend's wedding's . Weird, I don't feel like I'm old enough to have my friends getting married!! AHHH!!

Can't Wait

This blog will only make sense to those who know me well and know what I just did.

Let's just say I can't wait to see what God REALLY has for me..it's going to be good